i do feel a little weird about being a """"trans athlete"""" and finding the one scenario where you could argue that like, maybe that is a real advantage

it can be loud out there and you need to communicate with your team to coordinate properly so like. when i'm on, and someone needs to count to 3, it's usually me. i have the deep booming voice that you can hear more easily than anyone else on the team. :/

like i don't mind doing it i just get self conscious because i know why my voice is like that