Bubble Muffin @Trizzy@glaceon.social

Yeah I decided on them
Lycanroc Form: Rock/Fighting
Jolteon Form: Electric/Fairy
Shaymin Form: Ice/Flying (4x rock weakness kill me)
Sylveon Form: Fairy/Psychic
Keldeo-R Form: Water/Dark
Gold Glaceon Form: Ice/Steel

Also, never properly said hi

So hi GS, I'm Trizzy (or Kyrie if you want to get personal about this), I'm a non-binary <insert form here> nocturnal person who enjoys killing time with vidya, music, and blaseball frequently

I'll probably be making an introductory post to my main OC Pokeforms in the replies of this toot in the future

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I don't usually do these but I actually use all my tries this time kinda happy

Y'know I'm tired of being made to look like everyone's afterthought so much

On the bright side now I recognize I really do deserve better than that

as a result of my dumb self ive resorted to basically just being alone during my isolation I have to take from work which... really really isn't helping...

feel terrible, can't get out of bed and i still can't fucking talk to anyone correctly

there's nothing.like breaking in a cold sweat at work with a headache first brought on by a cop waving a bright light in your face that won't go away

and being alone with just yourself

i really kkinda want to bury my face and just die for a bit but still being at work makes that impossible

i don't know who i even want to talk to anymore...

im just a fucking nuisance to everyone because of how I am, why else would i not be of importance enough to fucking anyone

can my friends just say hello to me even or something man

I'm having that debate where I highly consider isolating myself again so I don't deal with this

Am I just salty that I feel like I'm being left behind because I'm the only person not into a game?

I feel like saying this is just going to lead to problems I don't know but I'm kinda tired.of keeping my feelings just

Left inside

It doesn't help me at all

I literally don't know how to approach this so I just shut down every time and go into a loop of depression

Why do I feel like I'm less important than a video game now I just want to have a DM conversation but like 90% of my attempts to do so make me feel ignored completely

I don't even want to be around anyone anymore what am I doing

Feeling like I'm just wasting in bed on the weekend. Even when I knew it was going to happen, I can't fucking deal with it

Sometimes I need a check
Not the sneakers but the ones that make you watch your step
Fuck your chain, fuck your name, how 'bout your respect?
Givin' more than what I get, expectin' nothing back
In fact (nothing back)

You know I sat down with my accountant
He said, "I got good news and I got bad news" (okay)
I said, "What's the good news?"
He said, "The good news is you made a lot" (whoa, okay)
I said, "What's the bad news?"
"The bad news is you spent more" (What's wrong)
Okay, oh, shit, look

Sometimes you need the faith (you need to pray)
Sometimes you need to know your worth
Sometimes you need to wait (may need to pray)
Shoot like the Golden Boy, but ain't from the Bay (I make it rain)
You can't negotiate with Dre, you gon' have to pay, but wait

Juggin' on the main stage, fuckin' up the main frame
Loosen up your face, baby
Sometimes I need a vacay (it's the biggest)
Meditate, hydrate
Protect my energy (huh) before engagement

https://youtu.be/B7pTcCvBibo

Do you think about me when you're all alone?
The things we used to do, we used to be
I could be the one to make you feel that way
I could be the one to set you free

Do you think about me when the crowd is gone?
It used to be so easy, you and me
I could be the one to make you feel that way
I could be the one to set you free

https://youtu.be/TrnUKfSg_kg

Spent years waiting for the time
I'd let you see the truth behind
The things I've come to understand
Ten years to learn a simple fact
Now there's no more holding back

You've become part of who I am
And I'd wait a thousand years for you
But I hope that I won't have to
Every moment without you I'm left incomplete

Take me in your arms
'Cause mine are wide open
I guess I could be wrong
But right now I'm hoping
You can understand the way I feel
Because my love is real

Don't you even think
Just use your heart and
Tell me what you feel
When we're apart and
I want to stay to keep you strong
By your side is where I belong

By your side is where I belong

Feel the wind filling our sails

Hold on, I won't let this fail
I'm never going to let this moment pass
Hours turning into days
Maybe moments come and fade away
But somehow these feelings always last
And all I ask of you is this
When I hit and when I miss
Will you be the one to cheer me on
Will you be the one to

Take me in your arms
'Cause mine are wide open
I guess I could be wrong

But right now I'm hoping
You can understand the way I feel
Because my love is real
Don't you even think
Just use your heart and
Tell me what you feel
When we're apart and
I want to stay to keep you strong
By your side is where I belong

By your side is where I belong

So on the journey we have left
I'll be here until my final breath
I'll give you every single day
I'll dedicate my life story to you
I'll give you something to hold on to
My heart is yours to take

Take me in your arms
'Cause mine are wide open
I guess I could be wrong
But right now I'm hoping
You can understand the way I feel
Because my love is real
Don't you even think
Just use your heart and
Tell me what you feel
When we're apart and
I want to stay to keep you strong
By your side is where I belong

By your side is where I belong

https://youtu.be/OeQRLcLqQ0Q

Yeah I guess it's again time for that feeling